Male voice A : Fiction became reality. What a fate! The experimenter herself was the guinea pig. Male voice B : So, you think that the contact experiment was the immediate cause? Male voice A : The mental breakdown... Was that a result of the contact ? Male voice A : It's too cruel. She committed suicide, leaving behind such a young girl. Male voice A : Hmm, perhaps. I don't think that it was the only cause. -- Kyoko : My darling Asuka, Mama cooked your favorite for you. If you complain about what you like and dislike, that girl will laugh you. -- Female doctor : Everyday, she's like that. She talks to the doll, thinking that it is her beloved daughter. Asuka's father : She might feel responsible, in her own way. She devoted her whole life to research, and did not spend the time to take care of her own daughter. Female Doctor : I sympathize with your grief. Asuka's father : But, they are like a doll mother and a doll daughter. Maybe, there is very little difference between humans and dolls. Female doctor : Dolls are made by humans in their own image. If God really exists, we might just be dolls for him. Asuka's father : Hearing such things, I can hardly believe you are a doctor of modern medicine. Female doctor : Yes, I am a doctor, but I am still a human, and a woman first. Announce : Medical Staff meeting for the E incident will be held on time. All senior staff report to the second meeting room. --

Asuka's grandmother : You are so good, my Asuka. You may cry if you wish. Little Asuka : It's O.K. I won't cry. I can think for myself. -- Ritsuko : Can you hear me, Asuka ? Your Synchro Ratio decreased by 8 whole points. Don't think about extraneous things. Just the same as usual. Asuka : I'm trying!

-- Little Asuka : Wu-ahhn........ Asuka : Why am I crying ? I decided that I would not cry anymore.

-- Asuka's father : What is it, Asuka? It's a present from your new mother. Don't you like it? Little Asuka : No. Asuka's Father : So, what do you want? Asuka : I am not a baby. I will become an adult earlier than other people. I don't need a teddy bear. (Following are the words which were written in the scenes.) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nein (No) Ouch Erhangte (strangled) Nein (No) Don't touch me ! Groll (hatred) Nein (No) Stop ! Menarche (menarche) Nein (No) Keep out ! Schmach (shame) Nein (No) No ! Doppelselbstmud begehsh (commit double suicide) Nein (No) Ouch ! ansauder(?) Nein (No) Mamma Wie angerlich (How comfortable) Peinlich es (painful) Stiefmutter (stepmother) der Verlust (loss) Peinliche Wahnsinig (insanity) Nein (No) Ouch ! Tod (death) Nein (No) Ouch ! Nein (No) Tod (death) Nein (No) Ouch ! Tod (death) Nein (No) Nein (No) Nein (No) Ouch ! Nein (No) Tod (death) Ouch ! Tod (death) Ouch ! Tod (death) Nein (No) Ouch ! Tod (death) Nein (No) Ouch ! Ouch ! Tod Ouch ! Tod Ouch ! Nein (No) Nein (No) Nein (No) Ouch ! Nein (No) Nein (No) Tod (death) Nein (No) Ouch ! Tod (death) Nein (No) Nein (No) Nein (No) Nein (No) Nein (No) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -- Little Asuka : Look at me. Mama, please, don't stop being my mother. Kyoko : Please, come to heaven with me. Little Asuka : Mama, Mama, Please, don't kill me! No ! I am not Mama's doll. I will think for myself, and I will live on my own. I don't need Daddy or Mama. I will live on my own. Asuka : No ! Don't make me remember such things! I want to forget, so don't dig into my memories! I don't want to remember such terrible things! Stop ! Stop ! -- Asuka : My mind has been sullied. Kaji-san, it's polluted. What should I do?! My mind has been polluted !

--EP 23 Announce: Unit two, be ready to sortie. Asuka: I am on board again, as usual. Oh, no. Am I still attached to this? Announce: Unit Two, To the eighth gate. Move out, as soon as the launch position is determined. Asuka: Even if I sortie, all I can do is to disturb the others. Announce: Target approaching. Passing by the final defense line at Goura. Asuka: I don't care about anything, any more. ------------------ Misato: Asuka, approach 300 more, and develop an AT. field, fire the palette gun aiming at the Target's back part. Alright? Eva Unit Two, Lift off! Misato: Move out! Asuka! What's wrong? Unit two's status? Maya: Impossible, Syncro ratio is under 10%. Misato: Asuka! ------------------- Asuka: It doesn't move, doesn't move. ------------------- Misato: Like this, she'll be a victim too. Retrieve her! Hurry! ---------------------

--EP 24 Asuka: Mom! Mom! They selected ME! I'm an elite pilot, about to protect mankind. The best in the world. It's a secret to everybody. But I'll tell you, mom! Everybody is so nice to me, that I'm not lonely. I'm OK, even though I don't have father. Look at me! Me! Hey Mom! -- Asuka: Syncro rate Zero. I've no capacity to be the Second Children. I've no reason to exist. No one looks at me. Not daddy, mom, or anybody. There's no reason for me to live. Staff: You are Soryuu Asuka Langley? -- Makoto: Second section of Inteligence Division says the Second Children was captured alive. Misato: I see. They found her 7 days after they lost her. That isn't like them. Makoto: Maybe it was on purpose, then. The Planning Division is trying to make trouble for us. Misato: It could be. (And, today, the Fifth will arrive to replace Asuka. The scenario is too prearranged.)

--EP 25 Soryuu Asuka Langley. In her case, Asuka: I'm in Eva without wanting to be. I'm forced to be here. This junk won't move! Oh, no, it's me who's junk. I'm useless. No one needs me. No one needs a pilot who cannot pilot Eva. Rei: You are trying to find yourself within others. Asuka: Shut up! Separation Anxiety. -- Rei: You fear being alone. Separation Anxiety. Rei: You're afraid because you'd be erased along with others. Separation Anxiety. Rei: So you pilot. Separation Anxiety. Asuka: Shut up! Action of attachment. Asuka: Shut up! Shut up! I don't wanna be told that by a doll like you! -- CASE 2 Asuka: Where am I? Shinji: It's my mind within Asuka. Asuka: Then, it's my mind within Shinji. In the case of Soryuu Asuka Langley. Part 1 Shinji: What do you want? Asuka: I can live alone. I don't need daddy or mommy. I'll live alone. I won't cry anymore. Little Asuka: (crying) Asuka: Yet, I'm crying. Why am I crying? Step mother: It's difficult for me to deal with that child. Asuka's father: You're worried? It's not like you, a doctor. Step mother: A Doctor is a human, as I said before. Father: Well, still it's not like you against a kid. Step mother: She is quite adult in some ways, with a total rejection, with a tension, that I'm often afraid of. Don't you think so? Father: Well, you are Asuka's mother, after all. Step mother: I became your wife before that. Father: Didn't you become them at the same time? Step mother: Yes, from a social standpoint. However, I can stop being her mother at anytime, though you cannot stop being her father. Father: That might be true. Asuka: NO! STOP! Don't stop being my mother! I'm going to be a good child, whom you'd love. So, don't stop being my mother. So, look at me! Stop MOM, don't kill me! Kyouko: Your daddy now hates mommy. Your daddy deserted me. Or, I knew, he's never loved me from the very beginning. He has never needed me, I guess. So, die together with mommy. Daddy does not need us. Asuka: Am I in the way? Am I useless? Kyouko: Please, let's die together. Asuka: NO! I'm not your doll. I can think by myself, I can live by myself. Asuka: At that time, Mom was hung from the ceiling. She looked very happy. Asuka: But I hated her face then. I don't wanna die. I don't wanna let myself disappear. I don't like boys. I don't like daddy and mommy. I don't like anybody! Nobody protects me. Nobody is with me. What does she want? Asuka: So I'll live alone. But I don't want that. It's painful. I don't wanna be alone. I don't wanna be alone. I don't wanna be alone! Shinji: Don't leave me. Misato: Don't desert me. Asuka: Don't kill me.

Death & Rebirth / End of Evangelion Asuka: ...I'm alive... ? (Shots of depth charges firing and exploding around EVA-02) Asuka: (Whispered at first then repeated growing louder and stronger) I don't want to die... I don't want to die... I don't want to die... (Another voice mixes with Asuka's) I don't want to die... (You're still alive) I don't want to die... (You mustn't die yet) I don't want to die... (You must live) I don't want to die... (I won't let you die) I don't want to die... (Don't kill me) I don't want to die... (You're still alive) I don't want to die... (I won't let you die yet) I don't want to die... (You must keep living) I don't want to die... (Die for me!) I don't want to die... (You mustn't die yet!) I don't want to die... (Die!) I don't want to die... (You're alive!) I don't want to die... I don't want to DIE!! (Flashback to Asuka as a child with mother) Child-Asuka: Mama... So this is where you've been? (Asuka clasps her mother's hand and EVA-02 awakens.) Mama! ----------------------------------- SCENE: Geofront lake - Giant cross-shaped explosion 1st soldier: What the!? 2nd soldier: Did we get it!? (EVA-02 emerges and starts fighting) Asuka (thinking): Mama... Mama! I understand now... The meaning of the AT Field. Always protecting me! Always watching over me! (speaking) Always... always together!  Mama!